MOOD: Sad, yet Happy
SONG: “Home” by Michael Bublé
Eight more days….
I hate this feeling of wanting to go home and not at the same time. I HATE IT! I wish that the people I had met while studying here in London could come and move to Boston, and that way I would not have to say goodbye. Maybe my family from America could move to London and then it would be all good!
Goodbye is so hard when some of the people are included under the list of some of the best people that I have ever met in my life. The hardest person to say goodbye to is going to definitely be Kara. She has become my best friend while I have been here, and it has only been three months! Without her, I do not think that I would have been able to cope with being separated from my family. I am also going to miss Kat, Sandy, Abby, Nathan, James, Oli, Danny, and so many more people. They have become my family while I have been here. Now I have two families, one in America and one in England.
I am ready to go home and I am not going to lie. I miss the people, my small suburban town, the familiarity of it all, the food, driving on the right side of the road, everything. However, I have come to love London and it makes it so hard to want to leave.
8 days is not enough time to say goodbye to the place that I have come to love. It is sad that today it has hit me that I am leaving this country, the people, my friends, everything that I have come to love. I hate leaving, but I love that I am going home. I wish I could tear myself in two and stay in both places.
Eight more days… it is not enough time, but the time could not pass any slower…
